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Apart from my co-written epic ::pets it:: and a couple of SG-1 drabbles, I haven't written anything in days.
OMG, I'm broken.
It feels weird. Like I'm not connecting with anyone because I'm not sharing fic. And it doesn't help that I'm torn in all different ways, with three stalled original fics, SG-1 which I'm still deeply enamoured of but can't gulp down as fast as I want and so can't write in properly, BtVS/Angel which, probably not a surprise to anyone, I'm feeling distanced from somehow and, apart from the co-written fic, not at all inspired to write in, solo or even read in at the moment.
I'm resigning myself to the fact that until the holidays end I won't be able to write seriously. Too much competition for the computer, too many people needing me to do stuff.
Still feel guilty on several counts. Still want, quite desperately, to want to write something, post something, share. Feel that buzz and must write stab to the gut when an idea smacks into me. Miss that feeling.
Gah.
It is addictive.
And I'm being overly dramatic, aren't I? :;sheepish grin::
OMG, I'm broken.
It feels weird. Like I'm not connecting with anyone because I'm not sharing fic. And it doesn't help that I'm torn in all different ways, with three stalled original fics, SG-1 which I'm still deeply enamoured of but can't gulp down as fast as I want and so can't write in properly, BtVS/Angel which, probably not a surprise to anyone, I'm feeling distanced from somehow and, apart from the co-written fic, not at all inspired to write in, solo or even read in at the moment.
I'm resigning myself to the fact that until the holidays end I won't be able to write seriously. Too much competition for the computer, too many people needing me to do stuff.
Still feel guilty on several counts. Still want, quite desperately, to want to write something, post something, share. Feel that buzz and must write stab to the gut when an idea smacks into me. Miss that feeling.
Gah.
It is addictive.
And I'm being overly dramatic, aren't I? :;sheepish grin::